im fed up! i wanna try something new! again?? yes! why? because im not enjoying things! not all the things, i mean, i love the weekends because i get the chance to see my friends... my crowd!!! it's just that i miss making something out of my right brain (if im not mistaken). but whenever i have spare time, i usually end up in front of the monitor. well you know, it became normal to almost everyone... blame the internet for that! yet, i dont want to quit! it is awfully hard to lose a living. though im very sick of it. i can even do those work while spacing out! now im not just bored, im also confused! hopefully next year i'll find my feet back on that field again! you know what i mean, dont you?